tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456670233907291804.post4585908070155741870..comments2023-12-13T20:36:12.188-05:00Comments on Can you hear the birds sing?: nationsCan you hear the birds sing?http://www.blogger.com/profile/13426825328047099300noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456670233907291804.post-65132054838575261622011-11-09T09:31:01.765-05:002011-11-09T09:31:01.765-05:00I've been working so hard on this for some tim...I've been working so hard on this for some time now. Knowing it and living it, it's hard. I DO KNOW IT, I do. I know that I wouldn't still be here without him. Things have been so hard and I know that he's still carrying me through the days. I know that he'll get me through. Tidbits of good come poking out. Then you look to the coming days, weeks....and wonder how you have failed so BIG and how you will get through them. I KNOW he'll be carrying me for some time to come and I can trust in that. But it's still hard to look at tomorrow and wonder how I will provide for my daughter. Change....I also have to learn to adjust better to change. Status quo is so safe even when it's hard. I know that good will and has come of all the hard years. I know it's taken me a long time to learn and I'm still learning to trust completely and freely. But the sun is shining and I've been given another day and I have hope that I will be able to learn and accept more.<br /><br />ToniaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com